Is it the end of Paramore?

So world it seems that two members from the Paramore band have left one member has even started his own band will the Band the teenagers follow like a cult beable to com back from this?

I`m Back!!!!!

So guys I`m so sorry I have not posted in a long long long long long time but I am happy to say that I now have a computer since my old one was broken but now I have one guys and I am going to be uploading videos and blogging like crazy. Also I have been very busy with school and acting, I have auditions scheduled all the way to march so I am going to update you all as much as I can. I am also happy to announce I have my first follower (thank You so much Noah) He is a rapper and he is extremely talented. I am so happy to be back on track I have so many book reviews and interviews to show you so you all keep checking back. Oh, I am also happy to say I am not a Freshman anymore I am a Softmore (my computer is saying I`m spelling that wrong) but yes, also I have decided not to graduate early and finish out my high school years no matter how sucky they are, but I don't think I would change them for the world. I am so happy that you all have stuck in there with me.

~LUV MIKA

Audition Tomarrow

Ok, guys tomarrow I have an audition (Hints the picture up there) I really hope I get this one. I know everyone says that but I really hope I do, but if I don't I know I will get some kind of learning experience out of it and hopefully I'll take away one thing that I didn't have before I went in there. So I really enjoyed taking the time and letting you guys know this and hope you guys have a wonderful day.

Wish me luck

~Luv Mika

I`m not a Freshman anymore!!!

So guys I just wrapped up my Freshman year of High Scool. So I just wanted to blog that. I guess I`m happy about this but IDk. I mean if you ask me what have I accomplished this school year I don`t know, but the biggest thing that I have learned is it doesn`t matter what people think of you it`s if you have the courage to be yourself. I think that High School is a great experience and people that don`t get to go through atleast a little bit of it are sort of missing out on a huge learning experience. Of course High School is not always peachy but you learn to deal with it. So yeah theres my random blog of the day.

~Luv MIKA

Biology

OMG guys I had to disect a frog in Biology I screamed the entire time!!!LOL

True Life | I Stutter

True Life I Stutter: "On this episode of True Life we follow the lives of three individuals coping with stuttering issues."
Ok guys so I can`t show you guys how I live day to day with my speech disability but MTV has done something to help you understand what its like to stutter. Of course I don`t deal exactly with this because my stutter is alot less severe and it is very mild but I just wanted to show you what some people go through and of course not all stutters have this type of life but its just a peak to let you know what its like.

~ LUV MIKA

Stay tuned more stuff from me to come!!!

MY LETTER

Hey Guys so I`m so excited so all of you NYLON addicts out their. You Know that dear NYLON section of there magazine. I wrote a letter in and it got published!!!! EEEEHHHH I`m so happy. It`s so funny how I found out I was in it. My friend at school says to me in biology class "Michelah how do you spell your name?" So I spell it for her, And then her mouth drops and she puts her hand over her mouth. Then she says "No how do you spell your last name?", So I tell her and she goes "did you write this? " I say "YES!!!", after I looked at it. So yes I know it is only a few lines but it`s a start. Oh so guys please go pick up the June issue of Nylon (it`s the one with M.I.A on the front) well guys I have homework to do please continue to read and please follow me. Tell me if you luv the knew look of my blog.

LUV MIKA

6/1 Quote of the day

"You make mistakes, mistakes don't make you"
~Maxwell Maltz

16 and Jobless

When you are fifteen the one thing you can't wait to do is be sixteen. Why? Because when your 16 you get to drive and you can get a job. Why would a teenager want to work? Because you don't have to ask your parents for money and hear your mother's lecture on "The value of money" But now with the economy so bad us teens don't have to just compete with other teens we have to compete with college students coming home for the summer, out of work parents, who are most likely more qualified for the job than we are. It just is very frustrating that I can not seem to get a job. I don't knock adults getting jobs because of course everybody needs to get money some how. Also what bothers me is the age limit. I went to certain Jobs to apply and they said you need to be eighteen. Why? What's the difference of two years? I mean I know your legal when your eighteen but IDK. I really needed to let that out. Thanks for listening.

~Luv MIKA

Quote of the day!!!

"Just because you are different does not mean that you have to be rejected"
~ Eartha Kitt

Talent

Hey guys so I`ve been doing these reviews lately on books and movies that I`ve read and telling you guys my take on them. So right now the book that I`m reviewing is "Talent By Zoey Dean" I read this book last year when I was in eighth grade and I think that it is a great coming of age book. I mean for girls who are interested in being the next big thing in Hollywood and for those girls who aren`t interested in that. This book tells of figuring out whats important to you. Are your friend more important than your dream? I mean that's the thing when you have a group of friends we all hang together but we all have our own dreams and aspirations, but we don`t know were our dreams will take us. Some friends stay in town some move out, and you sometimes lose friends along the way. Through it all it is a learning experience. What I love about this book is that it doesn`t just show how a girl maneuvers through Hollywood but it also shows you how she finds new friends and balances her old one at the same time. So guys after reading this call or text your best friend and tell them how if your dreams take you away from each other than you guys will always find your way back to each other, and go out and buy this book. LOL so guys I have got to study for my English test, so I gotta go.

Have a great memorial day!!

~LUV MIKA

Hey Guys

OMG, guy`s haven`t wrote in awhile so sorry!! But yes my computer is still broken lol just bare with me. Right now I am focusing on finishing my freshman year of high school, YES!!!! so I am so excited. So guy's info on me I have to focus on one thing so I actually get things done if I don't I will never get anything done. I actually have an audition tomorrow I`m pretty pumped about that!! But this time I have my family with because it`s a call 4 the whole fam( Let's see how this go's) Also I am just getting over the flu so I'm still feeling kind of Icky, I also had to play in a soccer game on Saturday so my body is extremely sore lol, but when duty calls duty calls. So I just wanted to give you guy's an update on what I'm doing but please bare with me there are more videos and blogs and pictures to come I need to get things together right now but wish me luck on my audition and hooe you all have a nice day.

~LUV MIKA

so hows new york going?

New York was great, I did a workshop and I auditoned for a show pray that I get it, Okay?

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Update

Hey guys so sorry haven`t blogged in a long time, but my computer is broken,lol, I just want to give you guys an update on whats going on with me, alright so on Tuesday I went an audition that was so much fun, I truly luv auditioning for cool new things I luve meeting new people I just luv everything about my job. Ok, so I have expressed b4 that I stutter right? Well I found a stuttering support goup where I live and I loved it, I mean it`s so great to actually see people who are struggling with what I am struggling with, I mean so many people are just like it must be so great to go 2 a performing arts school, but the only thing is that there everything is a competition, and you have 2 fight 2 be good because there are so many people that are destined 2 be great, Oh and 2 update you wuth the whole quote thing I am just going 2 update it when I get the time. Thnx so much 4 being patient and bare with me and, please follow me.

~LUV MIKA

Why did u choose to act instead of having a normal life?

I actually hve a normal life, I go 2 school just like everybody else, my acting hasn't taken up most of my time yet, but its kinda like having a part time job, because smetimes I hve 2 miss school 4 auditions and I hve 2 keep up with my school work but other than that I really don't hve any other differences than normal people. That's an interesting question because I never thought that b4, lol

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EASY!!!!!

I just got done reading this book Easy by Kerry Cohen Hoffman (She is also the author of loose girl I`m gonna read that next) Ok, so guy`s I love this book you all should read it. I think this book really helps people know whats going in teens lives now a day`s. We all have those girls that are Quote " EASY" We all have that name one time or another. From a young age girls realize that this is a man`s world and we have to survive as woman in it and if your pretty and your a little bit sleezy you get a little bit more attention. When you hit puberty you start to realize that when you wear your skirts a little bit shorter and your tops a little bit lower you get both good and bad attention, but at my age you really just want attention whether it be good or bad. Even in my school I have to deal with girls calling me whore,slut, hooker, Ho, Bitch, ect. Girls say that guys put so much pressure on us but it`s girls that are calling us those names and because we allow that it gives guys the ok to say it. In high school now a girl doesn`t have to have sex to be a whore, all she has to do is make an enemy with the wrong girl that spreads rumors. This book explores all of that and it does let us in on th3 411 of the people who have to deal with that, I was and still am one of those girls and I`m sure you guy`s are too. So don`t always believe rumors because it can turn a girl who has not done anything into the school slut or the school punching bag in a matter of seconds. I`m not easy and I`m sure most of the girl`s in your school that have that title aren`t either. I`m not saying that I have that title but I do know girl`s that do and it is a hell hole to go through high school like that. listen to your heart not what you hear.

~Luv MIKA

A few of my favorite things

This is what a girl needs to survive. LOL

Alice and Olivia

I have completely fell head over heels for Alice and Oliva it is by far my favorite line, well next to heatherette, LOL

Where do u buy your clothe I luv ur style?

Aww thnx um I buy my clothes every where I dont descriminate everything doesn't hve 2 be designer but it does hve 2 be different I also order alot of my stuff just cause a lot of people wnt hve it.

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What do you think about Chris Brown?

I don`t personally know chris Brown, so it`s kind of hard to give an opinion about someone you`ve never met,but from what I see he`s a good performer and he`s good looking, but I wish he would represent VA and my last name better.

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watch me on Qik

Ok, guys so I got this new video app on my phone called qik were I can upload new vids online to my own website and stuff like that, So you guys please watch my live streaming on qik.com/desnai. I will try upload as many vids as I can and hopefully it`ll be going on for awhile but my phone is messing up so who knows LOL. So yeah guys have a great day and tune in for my vids on qik.

Luv ya Peace

Quote 4 2day!!!

" We are all ordinary people, but we can all turn on a small light in a dark room"
~Meip Geis

Quote of the Month!!

“I think it's always best to be who you are.”
~ Halle Berry

Ok, so guy`s I said I would do a quote of the day but lately I`ve been pretty busy so I`m gonna try to do a quote of the month. So the quote above is by Halle Berry.I would just like to talk about that for a moment. It`s always best to be yourself. Yes, that is true but right now in my life I`m finding it very hard to do that. When you go to school, when you walk down the street, when you watch tv, even when you read a book, you find that there are people suggesting that who you are isn`t the right person, Your parents tell you, you should be someone else and your friends tell you, you should be another person. I think that you have to find yourself before you can be yourself, and once you find yourself you should not let anyone change you.

So guy`s this was fun I think I`ll try to do this more often I`ll try to get a quote and reflect on it, so like I said I will try quote of the month, hopefully I will have more time to maybe eventually do quote of the week or day.LOL.

Thanks 4 reading my blog

~LUV MIKA

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Do you believe in soulmates?

Yes, I do. I believe that we are made in pairs and that there is one special person for everyone.

Ask me anything

Boyfriends will com and go but friends will always be there 4 u.

what am I supposed to be looking for?

Ok, so I`ve talked about dating before but I really just want to put this out there, because frankly I`m confused. So when your my age you don`t really look for the same things in a guy that you would look for when you were like 20. I mean when your older you look for things like what job does he have, what religion is he so what are teens supposed to look for in a guy?
Just help me.

1 Timothy 4:12

Don`t let anyone look down on you because you are young, but set an example for the believers in speach, in life, in love, in faith and in purity.

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Where you rooting for Barack Obama?

Yes, I was rooting for Barack Obama, and I still am even though alot of people have been down on him lately. I think we should give him sometime because we want him to fix something that can`t be fixed over night.

Ask me anything

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Do u like dogs?

Yes, I have two.

Ask me anything

New and improved blog

So you guy`s have noticed that I have changed the look of my blog, well I want to say I am going to start talking about personal things and just things in general I want this blog to talk about just general things that all teens go through so yeah. I have been meaning to make another video but my computer is not uploading to youtube right now so I will upload a video as soon as possible thanks 4 being so patient.

~Luv Mika

Why do u give me a bed time? you know I`m not going 2 sleep.

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what's your favorite cereal?

I am not much of a cereal person but if I had to choose one I would have to say cinnamon toast crunch, but I have to eat it quickly because I do not like it when it is soggy.

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What`s your middle name?

Desnai

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what is the weirdest thing that you've eaten?

a worm,My family did fear factor for halloween, yeah were weird. LOL

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Wearing heels at school

Christian Loubiton, Marie Antoinette heels

So the timeless argument, should you wear heels at school? or shouldn't`t you? I wear heels all the time at school and my mother`s always asking me are you trying to be older than what you are? Or are you trying to impress some boy? NO, I AM NOT!!! I like to dress up for me, I like myself I don`t do it for someone else. I hate it when your parents bother you every time you go out the house looking pretty. I know that they want to protect you, but I

need to go to school looking nice it makes me feel good about myself and it let`s me deal with all the other girls talking about you as soon as you turn the corner. So yes, I do believe you should wear heels in High School as long as your wearing it to make other girls jealous or your wearing them to make yourself feel good, you should wear them, but please don`t wear them for guy`s there not always that comfortable and if your hurting your feet for guy`s now you`ll hate them in a few year`s lol.

So quote of the day!!

I am going to try to do a quote of the day everyday because I love quotes yeah, lol, theie like little helper`s along the way. I write a note to myself on my locker everyday just as a little inspiration as I go through school it really difficult everyday to get up get dresses and go to school. I know you all are saying stop whining but really it is it`s a little discouraging. so the quote of the day to day is.

"The hardest part about life it`s self is making the decision to live it"
~ Anonymouse

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what`s your favorite color?

I don`t have a favorite color I have a favorite color combination and it is hot pink and black.

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WE HOLD THE FUTURE!!!!!

Our president gave the annual state of the union speech, and I was sitting there watching it thinking why do I have to watch this? I started to realize that I need to watch this because in a few year we will be the one`s who will run this country. I feel that our generation has lost it`s way. We focus on now and living for the now instead of how our decisions will affect us in the next faze of our life. I am guilty of that and I`m pretty sure allot of us teenagers are. I mean not just saying teenagers, because it was known for High school to be the pivotal point in a persons life, but truthfully middle school, and elementary school kids are doing more things than high school students are doing. I think that we have to realize that we are the future of this country and some leaders of today have expressed there concern about the children leading the world. I believe we should stand up and prove to America that we can and will lead this country even better than the way it is being lead now. We always talk about how our parents don`t understand so, don`t forget how we feel now. Don`t let our children feel the same way. we are experiencing poverty, unemployment, and frustration, so let us not forget it. Let us remember so that when we come to power we know how it feels to be down and out, and we won`t let the people we care about feel the same way.Let us remember so that we can draw from pass experiences.

Dating in teens

Why do us teenagers date? Is it practice for the future? Is it because we need to be attracted to someone? IDk but at this point we all think it`s normal for a girl to like a boy and a boy to like a girl, but are some of us just doing it to fit in? Are we really feeling a connection or is it just to raise your social status. In some cases for girls you feel like nothing until some guy tells you your beautiful, sometimes it`s for a good reason, sometimes it`s just to take advantage of you. A relationship is like a game you have to use tactics to get where you want to be, or you can just get up and leave the game. Truthfully most teenage relationships last for about a week, but maybe it`s not such a bad thing to date, maybe as human beings it's good to have someone there for you. I personally think as an experience you would grow from dating like you would by going to school. I think that fact that parents say NO, to a boyfriend or girlfriend is because they think that they will try and change and you will not be the sweet little baby they raised, but maybe just maybe, you will change but you will change to the way you choose to, not the way your partner has forced you to be, and maybe you will find yourself along the way.

Be the best of the best not the best of the worst.

So, I`ve mentioned that I go to a performing arts school before but I really just wanted to talk about it. I know that acting is what I want to do but when your at a school where everyone is sure they want to act you end up trying to prove to the people around you that you want to do it, but really you don`t need to prove anything to anyone but yourself. So people say " Oh it must be great being with people who love to do what you do"  Well not really because everyone wants to do what you want to do so there for you don`t stand out. I`m a person that loves the spotlight I mean in a way we all do, we all love to be acknowledged for being great, but the fact is that in regular school you are diffrent, you are you, and everyone knows you, in a school where everyone is diffrent, and everyone may not be as good as you, and may not have the passion that you do, no one cares about that. It`s who`s willing to do what they have to do to get to the next level. So what I am saying is that it`s easy to stand out against the worst, and feel great about yourself but it`s not easy to stand out in front of the best, and have down times, and have good times and work hard at what you want to do. Also you can work harder to be better than who you think is the best, but you should strive to be YOUR BEST not the best, because when your the best you, theres no one above you.

I took it on.

Ok, so guys I took on a hard monologue for me it`s a fast talking monologue which is a stutterers worst nightmare lol. I think it`s really breathy beacause it`s so much easier to speak on the breath. like singing. If any of you take singing lessons, you know what I`msayin. I personally find it weird that you can talk and stutter but then can sing whitout it, it`s kind of strange. I mean having studdering is a challenge especially when you want to be an actor but I keep telling myself that God gave me this and he could have given me something worse, he just wants me break down a barrier, but all of us who do studder do not think of it as a curse I mean yes, sometimes it`s embarrasing  but things could always be worst. So, here it is my Gretchen Weiner Monologue.................

Not just clothes but a expression

Hello, Fellow earthlings. I just want to talk to you about this interesting fact that has come along to my disturbed mind. So I was trying on my outfit for school 2marrow, and I realize that my style is completely different than that of many girls at my school. I go to a performing arts school so there is not really a dress code so their are some strange fashions walking through the halls. I mean allot of people just dress to get attention, they dress to stand out on purpose. I personally think that clothes should be an expression, I think those girls who wear jeans, a top and, chucks are the most secure with themselves. I mean I`m not one of those girls. LOL, but i respect them I get dressed to my feelings if I`m really sad I get more dressy and if I`m secure that day I`l pull out a sweatshirt, skirt, leggings, and some chucks (I think chucks are a gift from GOD) I really find it interesting when you walk down the street and there you see so many different styles. I mean you don`t have to be Lady GaGa but I think that you should add your own swagger to your clothes. Especially in High School were it is a fashion show everyday, girls especially if you want to be on top you don`t have to just look better than your friends you have out dress every girl in the school. you should put you personality in everything from head to toe. from the way you were your hair to the way you tie your shoe laces. The song "Love is a Battlefield" Well let`s apply that to school is a battle field and you have to fight with every Besty Johnson pump you can. LOL

on YOUTUBE! YAH

Kay, guy so I am now on youtube. I did my monologue on a video and posted it, yeah. Now, I have to talk about something, so you know how some people say it`s bad to use this crazy thing called the internet to promote yourself, but really is it. I don`t think alot of people alot of people use the internet to get famouse I personally think it`s just to have fun and let the world in on it. You know like there are about 100 million people who want to be in the entertainment industry, and everytime I meet with an agent or a manger or anyone that knows you want to be in the entertainment industry their like why do you want to be an actor, and I always say because I love it I could not live with out acting, I would die without the ability to express myself. I don`t care If I am on the silver screen or if I can just be dramatic in the way I live life. I think that a passion is something that you could do with a million dollars in your pocket or 2 cents. I don`t like it when people try to judge you because you wan the world to see whot you do, well all of you fellow entertainers go and show work to everyone and bring joy to the world.LOL so her ya go pepples ( I spelled it wrong on purpose) Here is my monologue and please enjoy, and please go to my youtube page and leve me a message thanks guys. Luv YAH, PEACE.